Spring Break

Damn... it took spring break for me to realize who i am . lol im OUT of CONTROL and loving it. I met this guy and i feel like that was the biggest mistake i made becuz im starting to have feelings and that soft ( breezie is no softy !)... I kind of feel that the feelings that have is just becuz he was something different; older, calmer, and caring. Three things that i honestly have never had in a guy. I dont wanna ruin this relationship thats growing becuz i really wanna learn for him. With that last sentence said, i know you can tell that this weekend rendevous is not just a "Spring Fling" !! hehehe and im happy that its not.. im not gonna say anymore but dammmn lol.. so maybe its not a mistake lol.. Other than realizing that i need to come home.. i miss the people in my life ( esp. my mom & dad & domi) ... i cant wait ima have so much this summer !!